May 212013
 

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During last week or so, while on my short (and sweet) blogging break I was either taking pictures or posing for them, but mostly doing both at the same time :) Me and Arlen embarked upon yet another photo adventure together, this time he is armed with even more (analog) gear, this neat Nikkormat being just one of the additions to his camera collection.

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He also tried bringing this Yashica rangefinder to life but haven’t finished the repairs yet. It will be cool to shoot it when it’s fixed.

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However this photo of me wasn’t taken either with Nikkormat or Yashica but with Arlen’s trusty Nikon N80 using Fuji Superia 400 film. It’s actually photo of me posing for a self portrait on a really lovely location (and by lovely I mean dilapidated, decaying, textured, rusty and crusty location- hey, you know I love textures!).

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I took a series of self-portraits with a digital Canon mostly because shooting selfies with an analog camera can be quite difficult and because I wanted to add more new photos for my book  and all of the images in it are digital anyways. I took quite a lot of photos and currently I’m in a process of editing them.

Until I finish editing my own pictures here are two more pics from the photo shoot, both taken by Arlen:

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Taking a break

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May 092013
 

taking a break

Hello everyone! Just wanted to let you know I’ll be taking a blogging break for a bit. I want to focus on work and some awesome things going on in my life right now, so this blog will be going on a short break from now on. If you start missing my work you can always search through the archives, for example browse through illustration or photos section of this site, or visit my flickr. Also, if you have any inquiries or just feel like saying hello, don’t hesitate to write me at asja(at)asjaboros(dot)com.

May 062013
 

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For years on one of my HDDs I’ve been  keeping  a folder titled Little red book. It is filled with with hundreds of self-portraits taken over last five years. I made the folder  to collect some of my favorite selfies and it served a purpose of being sort of a virtual visual diary.  I can’t remember why I named it Little red book, I guess it just sounded cool. Last few days, as I was backing up some of my files I found the folder again and an idea dawned on me- why not put together a little book of self-portraits? Most of the pictures I took during last five years are digital and I haven’t been making many prints ( I don’t think I made any prints of my self-portraits  at all, maybe just a few at a request of my family :)) so it would be nice to actually have some of them printed, to have them on paper.

As I was going through photos I took over last five year I got a bit sentimental. Shooting self portraits has been a big part of my creative expression  over the past  10 years. I was thinking I should maybe  put together a book of selfies taken during the past decade but most of my pictures taken from 2003.-2008. are stored on DVDs and CDs and my laptop refuses to read them. But if a freind borrows me her computer book of 10 years of selfies might still happen. Even if it doesn’t I’m still satisfied with putting together selected images from last five years.

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Anyway, I’ve been very consistent in shooting selfies all through my twenties, it’s how I learned about myself and about photography as well. Now, I feel my attitude towards photography as well as my interests are changing and putting together this little book feels very cathartic, like I’m releasing a part of my personal history and making room for new experiences! It feels great.

As you can see from these screen captures, this booklet is still a work in progress. It’s a bit challenging to pick out favorite images from thousands and thousands I took over the years so by the time I’m done with selecting photos and editing this book might look completely different than current selection :)

I’m planning to finish this fun project till mid June and then I’ll write another post about it or maybe present it in a short video so you can see how it turened out. I’m not planning to make this book public I’m doing it just for myself to have as  a memento and a reference point for future photo project as well as a reminder of my very humble, modest , sometimes awkward but very fun beginnings in photography :)

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May 032013
 

Yesterday I started going through my photo archives looking for images to use in a photo project I’ll write about more soon. Every time I browse through my archives I get surprised by amount of pictures (usually totally mundane pictures) I took over the years. For example, here is a selection of photos I took during last 9 years on May 3rd.

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I can’t possibly remember why I took a picture of not so pretty plant that day.

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This was taken few days before moving into my new apartment. This is all the furniture I had. At least I arranged it so nicely :)

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2007.
Back then I shot mostly film. I can not tell for sure if this image was taken on May 3rd but it was in a folder called LomoSuperSampler May 3rd, so yeah it could be (and yeah it was taken with Lomo Supersampler and it’s a double exposure).

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Succulents at a friend’s house.

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Self-portrait, an outtake from 365 project I was doing then. It was (obviously) raining :)

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A really big mug I acquired around that time. I got it because I liked houses pattern on it. Now I keep my paint brushes in it.

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My favorite gnome vase. Well, my only and therefor also my favorite gnome vase.

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Some stuff I thought look neat together: a mask I painted blue, necklace by Isidora, one of my photos and an old shirt that I totally worn out and threw away since this picture was taken.

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Irises. A photo that was taken solely with a purpose to make this post more complete :)

Apr 182013
 

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Spring has finally arrived to Croatia and it feels wonderful! Grass is finally green again, weather is sunny and warm, trees are starting to bloom, it’s really a pure pleasure watching Nature wake up again after way too many gloomy, dark, rainy Winter weeks.

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I spent many of those gray, Winter weeks daydreaming about beautiful weather and all of the things and activities I could engage in, only if weather was nicer, activities such as going for long walks, taking photos outside without fearing my camera will get wet (since I don’t have any waterproof equipment), and just being outdoors more.

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Yet, with the arrival of Spring my first notion was not to go outside but to start cleaning my place like a crazy person! I am usually very tidy and I already did several official Spring cleanings in February and March but as soon as first sun rays peeked  through my apartment windows I went into a cleaning frenzy.

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Usually before every big cleaning session when I want to get rid of unnecessary belongings and clutter I ask myself this question: “If I were to move somewhere far, far away tomorrow, which of my stuff would I bring with me, which things would end up in garbage, which would get donated, and what would I put in storage?” It’s a handy exercise that helps me prioritize when getting rid of excess stuff, cleaning out my closet, tidying up kitchen cabinets etc.

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The truth is I don’t like to accumulate or own too much stuff, so getting rid of excess is no problem for me, so this time, even though my place was pretty tidy and organized I threw out 4 big garbage bags of junk. I also went through my old journals (2008.-2012.) and decided to recycle most of them. The ones i decided to keep (only 4!) I put in storage. Getting rid of old journals felt awesome-like getting rid of a lot of emotional baggage since I do journal A LOT documenting so many of my moods and emotions. Now I feel totally refreshed and ready for new experiences!

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One of the new experiences I’d like to try is taking up running. I’ve been diligently working out all throughout  this year (a decision to start working out has truly been my best decision this year, without comparison). I work out an hour a day, 5 times a week and now I’m really looking forward to even more activity in my life. I hope to start jogging and then get into running starting from next week.

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I had a lot of plans and goals for April, when it comes to personal projects and art, this month I decided to focus on illustration and  pattern design. My goal was to create at least one more complex pattern a week and then also a bunch of really simple ones. I’ve been posting those more “complex ones” here weekly but simple ones are yet to be revealed :)

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So far this month I haven’t been taking many pictures. I shot few rolls of film (that still need to get developed, ooooops) and I took some snaps while going for walks (such as springtime pictures you can see in this post). I noticed I am more productive when I focus on one project at the time (well, as most people are) than trying to juggle between several projects at once. I am definitely not a into multitasking :)

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So, my main focus in April was on illustration and patterns and in May my focus will shift to photography (no pun intended). I already have a ton of ideas and I also want to start working on both of these projects, especially Postcards to self.

I also have a new collaborative photo project on my mind but that will have to wait a bit longer too.

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Now that I shared some of my thoughts and plans with you I will leave you with 3 of my favorite photos I took during the latest photo walk. While passing by a little pond I noticed 3 turtles (arranged by size) chilling and sunbathing and looking really cute and cool. The scene immediately put a big smile on my face and, of course I had to take pictures. Turtles were willing to pose for me until a dog came and scared them away. Oh, well at least I got to see something really cute that made me happy :)

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Apr 082013
 

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Last night I couldn’t sleep so I went through two of my journals filled with various thoughts, ideas and concepts for illustrations, series of paintings and photo projects that I’d like to do someday. I discovered that I already turned some of those ideas into reality, some of them are still work-in-progress but some of them I wrote down and totally forgot about! So, I thought to myself why not share 2 of the ideas (specifically for personal photo projects) on my blog? I do believe in sharing ideas so why not sharing some excerpts from my journals with you? If nothing else, this will give you a little insight in how my creative mind works and how I come up with ideas for projects. So, here are 2 short transcripts of my journals entries (yes, I journal in English):

Black and white photo zine
I would like to shoot a series of 12 black and white diptychs (taking  24 photos in total). Each diptych would consist of  a self-portrait and  a photo of a city (an urban landscape, if you will). I would intuitively combine a self-portrait (taken in my apartment, my personal space, an interior) with an image of a  city ( public space , exterior) in order to create a connection between two images, in which  photo of a city could be read as metaphorical representation of my inner world, my mood, my emotional state of being etc.This idea is based on a diptych I made few years ago, in which positioning of my arms mimics the empty space on a photo of one of the backyards in Zagreb downtown.I think that shooting black and white would work really well for this project and I would like to turn it into a zine so, of course, printing b&w would be considerably cheaper.
 

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Postcards to self
I’m really drawn to an idea of doing a personal photo project I’d title Postcards to self, the basic idea is to take  a photo, make a print of it ( in  a size of a postcard) and write a note to myself on a back of it . It’s a really loose and simple concept that would allow me a lot of space for experimenting and expressing myself and I wouldn’t have to stick to a  particular genre, theme or style of photography, I would have complete freedom of expression,only connection between  images I’d create would be a fact they are printed in a size of a postcard (I wouldn’t make actual postcards or mail them) and that there is a “note to self” attached to them. And, of course I would shoot them all on film. I quite like this idea and can see making it happen , since the project would be so open-ended yet I would be working  within certain limitations – giving this project some sort of structure. I can actually imagine working on this slowly, for years and seeing how imagery (and notes,my writing) develops.
 
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So, you you have any ides for projects written down somewhere that are still waiting to be realized? Do you tend to write down your ideas at all or just spontaneously create when inspiration hits you? Do tell :)

 
 
Apr 072013
 

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Hello! Hello! How has your week been? For the past seven days I’ve been very busy, which turned out to be really awesome for several reasons. One of the reasons is, I’ve been so busy I didn’t even have time to complain about bad weather we’ve been having all week long (rain-snow-rain). But I’m sure craving some sunshine soon!

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Do you know what else I’ve been craving lately? Coffee! I haven’t had much sleep last week and with so many things to do I’ve been literally drinking liters of coffee to keep myself awake and productive (and it also made me look like that caffeine addicted cat above :))

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I’ve been also craving some delicious meal  (not a burger like this grumpy marten) since I didn’t have time to cook anything decent past week. Actually, this doodle of a marten was inspired by a recent visit to a local exchange office and  some “decor” I noticed in there. First, here’s little explanation for non-Croatian readers: Croatian monetary currency (kuna) is named after an animal (kuna means marten). So, when I walked into a local exchange office I noticed an interesting piece of taxidermy, a dead stuffed marten, looking very threatening, holding a 2 kuna coin in it’s open jaws. (A kuna (marten) holding a kuna (marten) coin in it’s jaws-what a brilliant decoration for an exchange office! Wow!)

Anyway, that was my inspiration for this doodle, that and a fact I was hungry when I sketched it :) And come to think of it I’m still feeling a bit hungry so I’m off to prepare something warm and delicious and then rest and enjoy what is left  of this Sunday afternoon. I hope you have  a good one too!

Mar 272013
 

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In lately I was thinking a lot about blogging and how it drastically changed (at least for me ) in past few years. I’ve been also thinking about what it means to be blogging as an artist these days (and what it meant years ago). I remember, when I started blogging, almost 5 years ago, sharing my art and photos in  a form of blog made much more sense than it does today. I used my old blogspot to showcase latest illustrations and pictures accompanied with very little writing. Sharing my art was enough, it felt enough. Also, at that time I would spend a lot of time browsing through many artist’s blogs, looking forward to seeing their newest work and looking for inspiration. I really enjoyed following work of many artists and seeing how it progresses. Today blogging seems to be completely different story.

With sites like pinterest and tumblr you  don’t have to actively  look for visual inspiration and stimulation. By signing in to one of those sites you get plugged into literally endless stream of various images. (And very often uncredited images). I’ve been on tumblr for 2 years now and it mostly pisses me off. Well, it’s kind of my fault, I’ve been following back almost everyone who follows me and now my dashboard is full of uncredited images re-blogged by angsty  teenagers :) (Note to self : unfollow bunch of people). It also makes me want to shout: hey kids, if you don’t respect other people’s creative work, how do you expect one day someone will respect yours etc… (Ranting against teenagers it’s a sure sign I’m getting old heheh). Anyway, enough of ramblings, let’s get to this post’s topic.

Today, since it has become very convenient to get visually stimulated by being on sites like pinterest and tumblr  many people simply don’t go on individual artist’s blogs to look for visual inspiration and just showcasing art is not enough anymore, it feels kinda pointless. So, these days in order to keep their blogs interesting artists are faced with need to share more, to write more about their personal life, to share tutorials, tips, to extend topics of their blogs (art+design+DIY+fashion for example)… It is a natural evolution and a great course for someone who wants to be primarily a blogger focused on art but for artists who actually want to focus on making art, it can be very time-consuming and not as satisfying as it used to be.

That’s the main reason  I’ve been debating with myself  should I  turn this blog  into a  portfolio site. I feel like focusing more on quality of my photos and drawings which doesn’t leave any time and energy for blogging. To be completely honest, I have  conflicting feelings about it: on one side I want to entirely focus on my art, and on the other side I still want to have some sort of online presence, an online venue to showcase my work (that is not a part of some “social networking” site). But having online presence demands, well, obviously to be continuously present online, to be active, to keep on giving…Further more, I hate doing a lousy job at anything and posting like once a in a couple of months would feel like that. I also feel like I am at the crossroads of sort with this blog of mine: will I focus on making this more interesting space, by sharing and writing more (at the expense of time and energy I would otherwise use to enhance quality of my art) or will I completely abandon it and  turn it into a portfolio site? Anyway, for now it’s just a stream of thoughts, time will tell :)

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My dear fellow bloggers, how do you feel about blogging right now? Do you think it’s becoming an outdated form of self-publishing or is it still relevant? What does blogging mean to you? Feel free to share your thoughts :)

Mar 172013
 

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Do you have a habit of setting goals? I’m almost obsessed- I love setting goals, yearly, monthly, weekly, breaking them into smaller goals, writing to-do lists and making my plans a reality.  I value efficiency and being organized and I love a feeling of moving forward, making progress and achieving something. I almost always have a need to move forward, I can’t stand status quo situations and love change so I’m always setting new goals to move me in desired direction. It’s also fun!

This year I decided to focus on setting monthly goals  and this is how I do it: at the end of the month I ask myself: what would I like to experience next month, how would I like to feel? This is very important because I want to set goals which are corresponding to my heart’s desires, it makes me more motivated to complete them. Emotions are usually are biggest motivators , after all.

For example when I was thinking about goals for February and asked myself how do I want to feel and what would I like to experience, my first, intuitive answer was: I want to feel more active, vital, healthy and be full of energy. That was my starting point and according to that I made a list of short-term goals to help me  achieve that state. For example, I decided to work-out at least 5 times a week ( I wrote about it here), to go out more, to reconnect with old friends, to participate more (send my work to more art competitions, initiate collaborations etc)… Working on all of those goals indeed made me feel more active and increased my energy levels and generally made me feel much better! And I’m still continuing to work on all those goals throughout this month as well.

When I was thinking of setting some goals for March, my immediate thought was: this month I want to feel happy, joyful and optimistic, I want to rekindle the joy of being creative that somehow slipped away from me during the last few months. One of the goals I set, in order to feel happier, was to take some time just for myself, every week, to organize a day off, or at least an afternoon off and spend it doing things I love, to treat myself to something special, to take care of my body and mind by going for a walk or meditating etc… I guess you could call those days self-care days. I realized it’s very important to set some time just for yourself, to reconnect with your inner processes and needs and remember  what truly makes you happy and joyful. (Because, well, how could you experience happiness if you don’t remember what makes you happy in the first place.)

So, this month I’ve been taking some time every week to spend by myself and do whatever makes me feel good. I usually go for a little walk, take some pictures, observe the world around me,take it easy and don’t think of anything. I already feel much happier and , even though my main goal wasn’t to draw more, I definitely feel more inspiration do make new art and illustrations. I definitely remembered how much I love to draw, you know old-school way- pen on paper , no computer involved and it makes me very happy. I’ve always did all of my sketches by hand, on paper but would color and finish all of my work digitally and with time I found myself spending more and more time in front of computer and less and less time doing what I truly enjoy-drawing.

So, to conclude, this month’s lesson for me was- if I want to reignite my love and joy of creating I need to draw by hand and spend less time using computers. I already figured out that shooting film rather than digital makes me happier too-so I guess it’s analog life to the max :) Of course I will be still using computer, and still digitally enhancing  illustrations as well as continuing to shoot digital- but I will reduce it to a minimum- at least until I completely  remember what made me love art and photography so much and until my joy of creating is fully restored :)

How about you? Do you like setting goals?

Mar 022013
 

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It’s that time of year again, a time for spring cleaning: out with the old, in with the new! This year, in addition to cleaning my home and getting rid of all the old things I don’t need anymore (old clothes, old notebooks filled with random scribbles, old stuff I don’t use …) I thought it would be fun to clean out some old ideas and beliefs that don’t serve me anymore, that hold me back, that make me feel burdened rather than motivated etc. It certainly is a  different kind of spring cleaning- cleaning your mind and preparing yourself for a start of a new season. I think that beginning of spring is awesome time for new, fresh beginnings, for making resolutions, for starting all over again… It makes more sense to start a new project, or a new routine on first day of spring than on January 1st.  Our bodies and minds are in tune with nature cycles and it’s much easier to make resolutions now and stick to them, or start something new since everything in nature is starting a cycle of rebirth as well :)

So, are you going to be doing some spring cleaning soon? Do you have some old beliefs and ideas you’d love to let go of and start anew? Feel free to share them :)

Also, if you’re interested in drawing you see above, it’s one of my latest pieces, called Rose patch, it’s actually a mixed media piece ( black rollers and acrylics) and it’s done on 12 x18 inch thick and lightly textured watercolor paper. I started working on it in early February and it took me almost a month to finish it.